It’s another year without you. Soon will be your birthday. I don’t even want to count them. Because time has stopped for me when you died. Still, I remember your words that you told me a month before your sudden & unexpected death: „you must be happy no matter what and you must live the life you love”. You knew everything about me. You were everything to me. Without you by my side, I had to grow up very quickly. Now, after 22 years from that tragedy, I’m finally strong enough to deal with this sad part of my life. What’s more, I have to clean it to be able to say goodbye to the past. Spring is a time for rebirth. Some things need to remain in the past especially the most painful for me. I can’t longer look back. No more wasting time on thinking about irreversible. I need to move forward. You know that I’ll always be that little kid in my soul. This is my nature and I don’t want to change it. Also I know that wherever I go, you’ll always be with me. This protection gives me me the power to fight for everything that’s important to me. I’m proud that I’m your daughter. Goodbye for now.